My feelings about family

Every night,before sleep.I always things about: 'If ones day,I will loss my grandfather,my granhmother,mom,dad .How will I fill? Angry?ALONE? .I cried,I cry,cry so much.But I have to stop and fell asleep.In my dream,I think I have to do somethings for my family before I can't.And I keep thinking,I thinking about if I will gone my brother,my sister,my wife,my son in the future,How would they feel ?
My post is short.But I hope you will feel my feeling''don't make your parent have to cry''
  This is a vieo I want to share you.It's meaningful And I cried after watching this video!

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